Just thought I’d post a wee thing cause I haven’t in so long. I’m doing well. I’ve not had any headaches like the ones I was getting and I’m finally beginning to trust that they have gone for good. I didn’t hear from the doctor. I’m still taking the pills.
I’ve been able to enjoy myself and make plans. I was made redundant from one of my jobs and haven’t found anything to replace it yet. Money is tight but I’m loving having more time and my weekends back. At least for now. I have a meeting next week which might change things but I’m pretty relaxed about it.
I feel like I’m getting back to myself. I always used to be a relaxed, flexible and chilled out person. I’ll be glad to be that way again.
I actually just need to lose the weight I piled on while stressed and feeling down about my health. It’s such a vicious cycle when your mental health isn’t right. Everything feels wrong and so everything becomes wrong. All aspects of my life have been effected- weight, self confidence, friendships, other relationships, energy- it’s all related and all depends on how I feel.
I should hate my body for doing this to me but I actually love it for giving me a strong enough warning I couldn’t ignore.
My Crappy Month 